is it good that i'm trying to stay in a good mood? yes.
is it bad if i'm in not feeling too good? yes.
is it good that i'm constantly in a bad mood and life doesn't stop disappointing me? no.
my parents don't ever listen to me because they're too stubborn, i can't tell my friends about what's making me sad because i don't know why and i'm afriad they might take it too far.
i can't stop complaining and bitching about how bad my life is. my life is too easy. it's too boring.
i should be content with how simple and good my life is. but i'm not.
please god, give me something that will keep me happy forever without completely fucking up who i am.
i don't want to have to rely on something or somebody for my happiness.
everything is just temporary for me.
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