enlightenment.

i am in a state of happiness that only Smashing Pumkpins have captured the essense of.
it's a calm, care-free kind of happiness.
akuna matata is the closest thing i can think of to describe the kind of feeling i'm getting.
it feels great. in fact, it's overwhelming.
my only wish is that i can stay this way.
but, i know it's going to end eventually and i'm going to fall back to earth and hit my head really hard.
until then, i'm going to enjoy this and bask in it's glory.