is what boxxy did to me. if you don't know what boxxy is (which you probably do), just google her. what happened with her and all the stuff other people did is actually pretty interesting. i actually want to congratulate her for all the shit she caused.
anywho... i finally got boxxy out of my head. meaning, she was dancin around in my head(not literally. but, you know what i mean. i hope) for almost a week. and i just got her out of my head. at one point, i thought i was in love with her. which is sorta creepy. nevertheless, she's out. HOORAY!
but if you're like me(a comic geek... what a shame.) don't watch her videos. go ahead. but, i'm warning you.
So... that happened.
talent rape.
i dont kno if thats the proper way to say that somebody is getting used just for their talent in less than three words. but, yeah. have you ever seen or known anybody who was getting used for their abilities/skills/talents/ for somebody else? maybe you've seen that kind of thing on tv or somewhere else. but, lately, i've been feeling that way. being that people are requesting that i draw them. i can say no, bet, that would be rude. and i like drawing, so... idont know what the problem is. i'm just worried that i might disappoint them.
maybe that's hows it's gonna be like when somebody's working for a comic publisher.
maybe that's hows it's gonna be like when somebody's working for a comic publisher.
feelin' creative.
Recently, I've been listening to stuff that get my creavtive gland active. I'm really conflicted about either writing something, drawing stuff, or reading a really good book. I know I'm going to end up drawing something. But, I'm still going to think of reading or writing. Sadly, I draw my best at night, so I'm going to have to wait til' then to get something good. I know, it's weird. Nevertheless, I'm going to get something done eventually.
the more the merrier.
the sad truth is, a massive amount of people die everyday. but. you're going to have to accept it. it's a fact. and even though people are dying, the Earth's population is over six billion. and counting. yeah, you know the old saying the more the merrier? well... it's gone to the point that there's so much people the party stopped becoming merry and is turning into this giant orgy of famine, war, and other bad things.there's so much people, CO2 emmision is extremely hard to lower. I'm not trying to be a hippie, but global warming exists. and people need to stop having sex so much! it's really hard to grasp that the world isn't going to end soon. and i'm scared.
estrogen and expression.
estrogen has nothing to do with this post. i just wanted a title that had a little zing to it. thats said, i draw/sketch stuff. and i plan on making a career out of it. (wow, i'm telling way too much stuff about myself on this blog, but wateva) it's my way of expressing myself. everybody has their own way of expression. whether it be dancing, music, making videos, writing, pissing people off, ect. i feel bad for the people that have no "talents" per say. and all they do is socialize. wait a minute, maybe socializing is their way of... nm. everybody has a way to express themselves. but, bear with me on this.... there are actually people that have virtually zero ways to express themselves. i know, its sort of depressing, but, they exist.
so... yeah, that's it. just wanted to post this before i go to school. and teachers completely ruined their careers by becoming teachers.
so... yeah, that's it. just wanted to post this before i go to school. and teachers completely ruined their careers by becoming teachers.
i feel weird.
for one thing, i'm relaxed right now. and i'm nrevous about school and i' m somewhat excited about school? and i feel happy right now. and that's rare for me. i usually never feel as calm and happy and good as i am right now. it's weird. i should probably go and get some in-n-out right now.
stressing bout school.
stress has been a big part of my life. especially when i was a freshman. High school hit me life a Ford F150 being driven by a dumb ass. first of all, middle school was pretty easy. and me being an all powerful eighth grader, I didn't have much to worry about. but when high school came around, i was a puny little freshman. not to mention i took physics my first year of high school (which i do not recommend). and i wasn't doing too well. i barely passed first semester. by that point, i didn't care. and then, my physics teacher kept on talking about how i can't get anywhere if i didn't do "perfect" in high school. but, that's all in the past. because i passed all of my classes.
and now, i'm stressing out about going back to school. i shouldn't be, but i am. i'm not even a freshman anymore!
hopefully, being a sophmore isn't as hard as being a freshman.
cuz i'm sure as hell that my classes are.
and now, i'm stressing out about going back to school. i shouldn't be, but i am. i'm not even a freshman anymore!
hopefully, being a sophmore isn't as hard as being a freshman.
cuz i'm sure as hell that my classes are.
parents.
my parents are really getting on my nerves. they won't let me do anything that i want to do. they won't even let me spend the night at somebody's house because they think that i might do something bad. i can't even enjoy being a teenager? wtf. its not like i ever got arrested or in trouble for doing anything. which i have not.
yeah, i would be afraid of my child doing something bad or stupid, or being in harms way. but that doesn't mean i'll shelter them until they move out. i'll let them make mistakes and learn from them. then, they'll know what to do in the future if that ever happens to them, again. and not: prevent them from experiencing anything bad. when that certain problem reaches them in the future, they won't have a clue on what to do. let your kids enjoy life while they can... today. fuck. maybe there won't be a tomorrow.
maybe one day i'll appreciate everything that my parents have done for me. maybe what they're doing is for the best... maybe.
yeah, i would be afraid of my child doing something bad or stupid, or being in harms way. but that doesn't mean i'll shelter them until they move out. i'll let them make mistakes and learn from them. then, they'll know what to do in the future if that ever happens to them, again. and not: prevent them from experiencing anything bad. when that certain problem reaches them in the future, they won't have a clue on what to do. let your kids enjoy life while they can... today. fuck. maybe there won't be a tomorrow.
maybe one day i'll appreciate everything that my parents have done for me. maybe what they're doing is for the best... maybe.
spur of the moment.
it's pretty fucking annoying when my friends call me to do shit. they're always changing shit.
here's how it goes down most of the time: they call me and tell me they're going to do something. alrite, i'll go.& as i'm leaving, they call me, again. and tell me that they're somewhere else, or something changed. and as i'm going to where ever the fuck they told me they were, they call me again and again to tell me that "dude, were over at this place now," or, "oh, there's a problem with so and so." and i end up fucking chasing them.
I admit that i'm over exaggerating, that's pretty much what happens.
here's how it goes down most of the time: they call me and tell me they're going to do something. alrite, i'll go.& as i'm leaving, they call me, again. and tell me that they're somewhere else, or something changed. and as i'm going to where ever the fuck they told me they were, they call me again and again to tell me that "dude, were over at this place now," or, "oh, there's a problem with so and so." and i end up fucking chasing them.
I admit that i'm over exaggerating, that's pretty much what happens.
superpowers.
what if, people had superpowers? you know like x-men, or heroes. in my opinion, it would be awesome, but there would be so much chaos and shit in the world and most people will probably abuse their abilities. that's why we don't have superpowers.
pros: for one thing, powers will be... fun? who knows, maybe everyone will be responsible with their abilities and use it for practical and helpful ways. for instance, somebody with super strength can aid those who might be in a car accident, or if some one's house collapsed during an earthquake leaving the residents trapped under all of that debris. or, some brave soul(s) will help take down an evil dictator with their superhuman abilities. and it gives bums and the homeless something to do.
cons: on the other hand, i know a variety of people who would rather use powers for their own gain. whether it be to mess around with other people, to make where they are an even worse place than it already is, or to get whatever it is they want(most probably drugs and alcohol). the goverment would use whomever has a potentially dangerous power as a weapon, stripping them from their freedom of wanting to be a normal person(if that's what that person wants). but, a lot of the people in the world may become corrupt and evil and use their powers for destruction, lust and greed. only leaving a handful of people that actually want to do good with their abilities.
too bad, most people these days gave up their morals just to be "normal people".
pros: for one thing, powers will be... fun? who knows, maybe everyone will be responsible with their abilities and use it for practical and helpful ways. for instance, somebody with super strength can aid those who might be in a car accident, or if some one's house collapsed during an earthquake leaving the residents trapped under all of that debris. or, some brave soul(s) will help take down an evil dictator with their superhuman abilities. and it gives bums and the homeless something to do.
cons: on the other hand, i know a variety of people who would rather use powers for their own gain. whether it be to mess around with other people, to make where they are an even worse place than it already is, or to get whatever it is they want(most probably drugs and alcohol). the goverment would use whomever has a potentially dangerous power as a weapon, stripping them from their freedom of wanting to be a normal person(if that's what that person wants). but, a lot of the people in the world may become corrupt and evil and use their powers for destruction, lust and greed. only leaving a handful of people that actually want to do good with their abilities.
too bad, most people these days gave up their morals just to be "normal people".
vacation.
the best part of being on vacation is: being on vacation and not having any responsibilities. relaxing is probably the first thing everybody wants to do when they get on vaca. whether you're a student, an adult that has a demanding job, or a prostitute, the very first day you don't have to work or go to school, you're going to sleep in. those are the facts people. I'm not making that shit up.
but, over time, if you have a really long vacation (summer vacation) or, if you don't have a job(i suggest you get one), doing nothing gets old, and you just can't help but want to do something else besides nothing.
in fact, vacation sucks at that point. and especially if you're me, when everybody else you know is busy doing something else and the only people that want to hang out with you are people that you're not trying to hang out with.(what a fucking long ass sentence)
but that's just me. I'm a really lazy person (if you knew me.) and i don't really want to do anything.... ever. besides draw.
but, over time, if you have a really long vacation (summer vacation) or, if you don't have a job(i suggest you get one), doing nothing gets old, and you just can't help but want to do something else besides nothing.
in fact, vacation sucks at that point. and especially if you're me, when everybody else you know is busy doing something else and the only people that want to hang out with you are people that you're not trying to hang out with.(what a fucking long ass sentence)
but that's just me. I'm a really lazy person (if you knew me.) and i don't really want to do anything.... ever. besides draw.
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